I am feeling better now. I didn t go to see a doctor. Thank you for caring.
People might think I m weird, but I start to think all the obstacles in my life are just trying to help me find my soul intended to do. Found a book, " the Instruction". Couldn t read it because didn t like the Chinese translation. Then I googled him and found his clips on Oprah.com. According to the author, all the souls are categories to 10 levels, and each one has its own type.
A couple days ago, I was playing with on-line tarot cards. The cards said I would get sick, but my body would start to transform. It did happen. It s the subconcious mind made me sick after reading the message or it s just something higher than us know it before hand.
I like reading books of New Age. I don t really care about what people think of me. It gives me something to do and something to think about.