Going to Tainan on Sunday. This Sunday is Mother s day, which is a special day my mom cares a lot. One year, my bro didn t do anything for her. She was very depressed on that weekend. Nothing I did could make up for her son didn t do anything for her. When I was growing up, I was jealous of my bro. He always got special treatments from our family. Now I am not envious of him any more. Men carry more responsibilities than women such as living with their parents. But many don t. My bro is one of those guys do not want to live with his mom.
My bro opened his own dental practice in Tainan last year. The business of his clinic is pretty good. His first marriage was a failure. His first child is autistic. The first marriage lasted less than a year. I don t think his first wife is pretty, either. I like my current sister-in law better. She is more soical than the first one. My bro has a thing on long legged women with very white skin. Nowaways most people are brainwashed by the media. Most Taiwanese like tall, white, skinny girls with big boobs. It s totally different in the U.S. Americans like to get a tan. Having a tanned skin is something to be proud of. Also, they like to be fit and tonned, not too skinny.
People are suffering from the poor image of themselves. Therefore, many of women develop eating disorders such as bulimia and anoresxia.
M took me out to lunch in an organic restaurant this afternoon. After lunch, we went to buy used books in Julie, an up-scaled used bookstore located on Gong-Yi Road. M suggested I use the way I treat my friends to treat my mom. I told her that it won t work. My mom takes everything for guarantee, but my friends won t.
I bought 9 used books for NT$410, a good deal, I think. As a second child, I don t really mind hand-me downs or used stuff. I often shopped in a thrfty in the U.S. It s a way of making our Earth greener.
Still pondering on wether or not going back to the U.S. with W this summer. Kind of miss Chicago. Jn1 suggests me go to SF. Need to find a suggar daddy before the trip. The trip will cost me an arm and a leg.
Had a weird dream last night. Dream, dream, life is about a dream.