I thought he will know my feeling
I thought he will ask me to be his girlfriend
I thought he likes me or he will not ask me out again and again
I thought he likes me or he will not pay the bills for me
I thought he likes me or he will not be so nice to me
I thought he likes me or he will not talk to me a lot
I thought is only I thought
Those are not correct.
I need to wake up
I need to make myself to find happiness back again
I need to find the real me
I need to get rid of everything about him
I need to let it go, but it is so hard
I thought I will cry a lot, but I did not
I thought I will let him know that I like him, but I did not
I thought I will hate him, but I did not
I thought I will recover it in a short time, but I did not
I thought I will forget it, but I cannot
I thought busy works can let me be tired, but I did not
All the memory now is playing through my head
I cannot forget everything happened between us
I cannot get rid of you as easy as I think
You never know me……