everyone has their love story,ya~me too. but mine is different with anyone.
they dont have to type in english with someone everyday,when they want to share the day with lover its easy to say and happy to say it.im not kinda happy....
when we fight everytime,i just want to say fuck u.but i cant say that,its just like chinese 幹
its very rude to say that,u only say that to me once,i always remeber~
now,we break up and ur so far,i know im a very bad girl to u,no one like me treat u so bad,get mad at u everytime and control ur life.
ur the person always make me smile and cry,our hobby is similar.cus ur the the one i love the most.
im worry that i cant find someone that love u like that strong,cus u did love me a lot too.
i dont know if theres someone can accept me,when i be with u,i can be very happy to go to club,when are video and u seeing me dress up and im excited to go to club,u always tell me protect urself and dont drink too much,be safe,thats all.
after clubbing,u let me sleep more then i wake up to tell u anything what i happened in the club,u still can ask me did any guy touch u? haha,i know man wont do that. its not ur younger than me and wont get mad at me,i know its u really love me,u dont want to control my life and my mind.
u give me a lot of free to let me do anything i want and i like,even when i did somehting pepple think its not normal but i dont care,cus u love me,i knew that.
ur far in canada and im in taiwan,i know we cant be together anymore,i hurt u so bad and im with a lot pain to let u go,just miss the days we have and i talk to u.
i spend a lot of time try to forget u when i let u go,i know its i say break up but u wont know how much i love u and why i have to stop our relationship....
u wont back to taiwan forever,if u really want to work in taiwan,i dont think u can do it,ur chinese is not good,only can speak but u cant real and type as well.ur not me,i love u so i try hard to learn english,even its still enough...
ill miss u sometimes but i wont ask for we can to be with in the future,u dont know taiwan things and so do i dont know canada things,the different country and culture.
just hope ur happy there,promise me join my wedding in the future,if u dont have enough money,i will pay for u,ur always the specail person in my life.
i wont cry for u now,fianlly.
im happy we still the best friend,miss u my friend. |