I should be in the blue funk, but I actually have been in the pink. I guess all the jerks in my life have made me invinciable. People come and go. Men are just not relitionship minded. I do not blame anyone for what have happened to me. I m 100% responsible for attracting all the assholes and jerks in my life. When I was in the States, my English was Tracy. All the guys I attracted were named something starting with A. I named myself Ally after moving back to Taiwan. Most guys I attracted have names starting with J. Now I m putting my foot down, no more assholes and jerks in my life. Some guys are not sure what they want.