又.....................發..........................燒.......................了

                 
                                                                                搞不清這已是從上個月到現在,第幾次復發了...................

                
                                 今早一起床,喉嚨開始痛,鼻子開始塞住,全身骨頭痠痛,最慘的是還有發燒,因為頭昏眼花.全身無力.................   
                                       

                                                            不好意思再請病假了,前二個禮拜斷斷續續的分開請了有三天之久吧!

       
           在十月初漁人碼頭淋到雨開始,就一直反反覆覆的重複感染,身體的抵抗力真是差,真是快被自己給氣死了..................

                                      
                                  每天唱歌.彈琴都好累................................加上身體很虛弱,根本沒力去彈..................手都在冒冷汗.....................
 
                       
                尤其有些曲子,是需要全身貫注用盡心力去彈的,現在瑣事太多,反而 失去了靈魂,彈琴的feel不見了........................

                                                        
                                            剛才聽小何彈理察<悲傷的彼岸 > 哇............已經好久沒有聽這種情感深沉的曲子了


                   又繼續聽他彈蕭邦,居然彈<送葬進行曲 >讓我欣賞..............................啊!這是什麼情形...........................

                               
                                                  哇哩咧.......心情就夠沉重了,身體又破病中,還彈<送葬 >給我聽,真是無言..................................................

            
                            還欠好幾首的伴奏沒有時間也沒體力去編好,唉!欲............哭................無.................淚...................


            怎麼每天都有忙不完的事,身體又不聽使喚的一直在生病,好想大哭一場喔...................好累.好累.好累............