I have no idea what's going on with me...so bad so bad..
everything change so fast I can't control it
I love one person who knows about me...
These days I felt so tired so sad, I couldn't see where is my future..
I don't know should I keep this love or give up forget it.. 
He might not know everything Which I have been done for him..
I loss my faith....
I have no friends to talk about it..I only can say to myself lie to myself
I wish there is a friend who can talk to me who can help me solve my problem
....Love so hard....

Without you   
                                               Mariah Carey

No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore

Well I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give any more
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore