每一個人心中都有許多的矛盾

                                         只是不知怎麼去發掘心中秘密

                          我一個人在房間坐在窗戶邊傻傻望著今晚的夜景

                                                    呆呆看著天空

                                                    心情靜下許多

                                                    不是心情不好

                                           只是心中有許多的矛盾

                                            到底矛盾什麼我不知??

                                                只是靜靜望著天空

                                       希望著下一個天亮會是那麼美好

                                                      那麼寧靜

                                   也有突然想有雙大手可以包圍著我

                                                我的矛盾又出現了

                                                 不是我不敢愛

                                                       是我會怕


                                                     是我沒勇氣

                                              是我不敢再去嘗試

                                            我常愛看著天空發呆

                                        發呆等於矛盾也等於無奈

                                                        但

                                               要花好長的時間

                                        時間流過就不會回頭

                                                真讓人無奈

                                      是真是假你我可能都分不清
             
                                             只多出一個負擔

                                             用說了很簡單

                                                    但


                                       有多少人可以完全做到

                                        不是我什麼都敢玩

                                       只是我在逃避現實

                                        去麻醉我的心靈
    
                                   我也沒別人想著那麼堅強

                                               那麼愛玩


                                        
                                         只是一直戴著面具

                                       不要看我笑的很高興 

                                        只是不想讓人看透

                                              心中的矛盾

                                       那一天我才真的敞開

                                          我微小的心靈