PIC-- Owen

*sigh* everythin in my life seemz to be fallin apart. 

and tha worst part of it is i can see it, 

but there's nothin i can do. i feel so sad. 

i can only hide these sad feelinz for so long, 

but when i'm sittin in a room alone it all comez flowin back. 

i hurt people that i care about, but i don't mean to. 

i can't control my temper. tha feelin that i hate tha most is not bein appreciated, 

whether it's appreciatin tha time that i give or a favor that i do or just a friendship period. 

other people say it's nothin and they don't feel anythin is wrong, 

but i know and i feel it. maybe i think too much. 

and why must it be when somethin is makin me sad that i decide to update my blog? 

no wonder i never have anythin happie to read on my blog. how depressin. 

this is a part of growin up....